when do eyes dry out?

vague update into the saga.

I have never felt more alone and sad than I do right now in my life. I have made so many mistakes up to this point. I keep telling myself that..you only live once..be happy and make the most of it. But, I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want them to hurt me, either. At first, I liked the idea of feeling that pain again...knowing that I am alive. Now that it has been lingering for a couple of weeks now, I would rather it just go away. So, what do I do? Do I go back to the comfort that I once knew, knowing that he will never leave me? Or, do I move forward into the unknown? It is looking bleak at the moment. And, my fears are usually correct...it may never be the same again.