The human mind/body is an incredible thing.
Not even considering what my day holds tomorrow, I have been blankly staring at the TV, watching my normal idiotic shows...and my stomach started to hurt and my heart started to race. Where has all this anxiety come from?
Then, I realized that I have to run a group tomorrow by myself for the first time in 2 years. Not only do I have to run group, but the boys are incredibly high energy and inappropriate. I haven't even considered what I wanted to do. My body just reminded me of what I need to do.
Now, I am anxious. I hate feeling anxious. Especially 14 hours in advance.

New car, new job...can't make everything right.
I'm sad that in life you can't be completely honest with those around you. But, I suppose that's a safety risk.

I need validation that I am not a terrible person.